魅

恢复了自由身，天也放晴了。

前儿晚上做了个凶梦，梦见打仗，不知是哪儿和哪儿，我猜应该是中国和日本。梦里，我待在屋里，看着窗外流星一般的飞弹炸了前方的建筑，惊醒过来，感觉这梦必定不是吉兆，没准儿多晚就应了。于是乎坚定了我恢复自由身的信心，借着这股乱乱哄哄迷迷糊糊的怪念，昨儿个大着胆子去摊了牌。出来后，觉得神清气爽，空气都变香了。

下午去了趟图书大厦，看到里面满满都是人，开怀之情又增加了几分。我喜欢逛书店，不仅仅是为了看书，也是为了感受一种氛围，一种阅读的氛围，一种阅读的人的氛围。

买了两本书，一本西洋小说，一本红学研究的闲书。如今，能让人安静踏实下来的事情不多，阅读算是一个吧。

Return to Innocence

Love
Devotion
Feeling
Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
That's the return to innocence